I’ll be honest and say I wish I was doing more to engage the community over this time. I have ideas but I just don’t have the mental resources and neither do my volunteers. It’s not that we don’t want to. Right now I’m making it through my day, homeschooling the littles is making the longing for Sophie and Madigan seem pretty intense. My ptsd/anxiety/introverted self is overwhelmed on a daily basis. For now I’ll just keep snuggling in and be glad we’re together, and that we’re safe and hopefully soon I move out of the grief/shock cycle and back into functioning so I can continue to honor my girls by creating opportunities for families to play learn and create together. 💙💗
